Searching For Something.....

 Hello Everyone

 As you all know, everyone is looking for something, someone is in search of money, someone is in search of a career, someone is looking for friendship, then someone is in search of a close one, with which he can share his thoughts.

I was also looking for a friend with whom I could talk about my past, so I started talking to strangers, I must have talked to at least 50 strangers in 2 months, I also listened to them, but did not talk to anyone for more than 2 days. Used to block before the completion of 2 days, I know you will understand me wrong, but what should I do, I want to forget my past, where I cried a lot.

One such day I met a stranger who was not attached to anyone exactly like me, running away from everyone after talking for a few days. 

Our conversation started, I used to talk to her because after 2 days I knew I had to go but whenever she talked to me, every time she taught me something new. 

While talking to her, I don't know when that friendship happened. Till now I kept listening to her but I also wanted to tell her where am I coming out of what I was facing but I was not able to tell because I am an introvert.

Being an introvert and overthinker is very bad. An introverted person can't tell anyone about us. But I don't know, why I wanted to tell her a lot, also had to tell that she thinks wrong in many places. But I don't know why she didn't even want to keep a friendship with anyone. How unfortunate are those people whose friends she has been and left her and how lucky are those people whose friends she is.

But that person has taught me a lot over some time, how to love family and, most importantly how to love yourself. Now I wanted to learn a lot more from her but we stopped talking due to attachment. Now how do I tell her that the attachment is also good? Yes, it's true, I didn't want her to go anywhere but that's her choice. I wish she didn't go, and I could learn a lot more.

 There is a special thing inside that person, which even she does not know. That person is very good at heart. There is something different in her.

 

After a long time, I liked a person from whom I have learned a lot, I started liking that person, and I would like her to go ahead in her life and if she ever needs me, I want her to remember me in times of trouble.

Thank you ***** Don't take tension, your name will never come. I will say one thing again, attachment is not bad. I accept that you have something special, when you told me about your attachment to your friend at that moment, I liked your thoughts and your clarity about everything.